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[28 Dec 2005|01:23pm]
[ mood | drained ]

HUGECollapse )


in a field of sugarcane she taught me how and showed me why there's something sexy about the rain ;) [16 Feb 2005|10:49pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

mmmm bop.. i RULECollapse )

1 Kisses

you were the last good thing about this part of town [24 Jan 2005|12:15pm]
[ mood | complacent ]

im out of words.
no thoughts, no nothing.

okay..i lied. i do have thoughts.
but nothing to put on here.
people will be hurt emotionally
and im not trying to do drama

hmm. i miss my lj & my entries
i need an interesting life to
write about.
i guess im done now. so long.
comments = <333

oh i wish i were a senior
bcuz then next yr = college
yayy for snow days & almost
senior year !

comments still = <333


I'll make love to you like you want me to and I'll hold you tight baby all through the night... [02 Jan 2005|12:22am]
[ mood | lonely ]

last night was great.. i didn't go to a party or anything, just went and chilled at tina's with her & meg and i had an amazing time nonetheless. i <3 them both & i'm lucky i got to spend new years with them! i worked so much this christmas break.. so much that i havent seen any of my friends unless theyve come in to eat. it sucks but ohwell bcuz i know ill see them all real soon! next weekend is basically my birthday weekend since i turn 17 a week from monday! :) ok well im going to bed. goodnight & i hope everyone had a good new years!

it's a new year..thank goodnessCollapse )

2 Kisses

we got no troubles, life is the bubbles under the sea [25 Dec 2004|10:21pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]

merry christmas! i got so much stuff but the best one was def. my membership to am fam.. time to skinny down! haha. and i'm getting a puppy sometime next week! YAY! ah this year has been a good one overall there's been some ups & some downs..but it was a blast & i'll never forget some of the crazy times i had.

i did a survey.Collapse )


GAME OVER!! [15 Dec 2004|10:06pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

hmm so its been quite a long while but, OHWELL!
like the new layout? I LOVE IT! on to better things, though..
... this entry is dedicated to my lovely, entertaining best friend LISA *MARIE* TATUM (i changed her middle name bcuz i wanted to!)

so for all of you who dont know her..get to know her..WHY? you ask, well bcuz shes the funniest person ive ever met! haha. this past weekend ( i think it was atleast) we had some pretty crazy times.

Friday >> after school we stopped at WaWa where she bought me $20 worth of gas & then we went by her work so she could get her paycheck & then we went to barnes&noble to help out at a fundraiser we did for journalism! (aw school spirited! haha) later on (meaning like 3 hours later) we went to OUTBACK, where i saw CORY, & got me some dinner from their To Go-ness. while we were waiting for my food we darted to ukrops to get lisa food & then went back to outback bcuz we're amazing kids. after tipping cory pretty damn good we then went BACK to b&n where we sat in my car and ate our food (btw, my car smells like salad still!) anyway..then friday ended

Staurday >> i worked, but that night i went BACK to b&n bcuz im a trooper haha. later that night miss lisa came in with none other than the one & only chris navratil! holy moses. but yah

that was my lovely weekend with her..but me and her talk non-stop to eachother when we're together (or even just online..i hadda tell her to be quiet so i could write this thing! hah) yah and another thing.. we like to take random stupid pics on her phone & then show them to people who probably dont approve of them but we do anyways bcuz we're sweet! :D man oh man i <3 this girl..thank god we're just equally "dumb" (we have our blond moments! lol) and ahhh i dont even know what to say. ohyah, we've decided that since our mothers dont like making us dinner we're gonna be anorexic together, only NOT, bcuz we eat all the time & the anorexic thing would last about 10 minutes! HAHAH. oh my you people need to meet lisa ROSE tatum & see for yourself why im so amazed and lucky to have her as one of my bestedest friends everrrrrrrrr! holler in the hood.. haha WHATTTTTTTTT! (yah i make random mix cd's and then copy them for her bcuz we're so close that we HAVE to have the same mix's as eachother.lol.dont be jealous of this friendship) okay i think im done about her now. :-D

Xo SunKissed 425: yeeeee haw!
Xo SunKissed 425: ride um in
Xo SunKissed 425: ride um out
Xo SunKissed 425: ride um out
Xo SunKissed 425: ride um in
Xo SunKissed 425: ride um in ride um out
Xo SunKissed 425: RAWHIDE!
Xo SunKissed 425: RAWHIDE!

hahhaha thats her for ya (trying to sing?!). anywho.

it might snow this weekend..YAY! and if it snows, im calling work and saying i cant come in bcuz i cant drive in the snow in a G35 and the mountaineer is gone and no gas in the jeep..ima get fired but whatever!

my birthday is in: 26 DAYS! whatcha gettin me? (a lil fairy wanna get me a paid account?! hahah)

okaydokay im done now..i think! update laterrrrrrrrrrr. hope you enjoyed my "weekend" review w\ LISSSSSSSSSSS!



[28 Nov 2004|12:01am]
[ mood | bored ]

I'm Kristen from Laguna Beach!

Laguna Beach

oh holller...i like kristen, so personally i find that as a compliment bc shes gorgeous & i wish i were friends with her! LOL


although it's been said many times, many ways..merry christmas to you [27 Nov 2004|10:19pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

ok this is going to be a BIG update..hopefully..since i havent done one in foreverrrrrr! :( where to start, where to start?!?

1. work...
...i guess im not really looking for a new job. eventhough i am?! haha. fridays treats me good; i work when i can and they make sure they dont schedule me when i cant. however, it's def time for a raise..i'm getting paid basically NOTHING & tips have sucked lately, plus i work 12-9 just about every saturday and every sunday. (saturdays i get off late than 9 though bc we're always busy!)ARGH and i told them id work christmas eve and new years eve..WHY? you ask, well we hadda pick 2 outta the 5 holidays & i most definitely wasnt working thanksgiving OR christmas day and i didnt really wanna hafta wake up early new years day since i know ill be up late the night before..whatever hopefully ill get off early those nights *not likely, but i cant work later than 11 anyway bc of curfew laws! ;)*

2. school..
..my report card was actually good for once! :D ok, well it coulda been better bc i got 2 c's and 1 c+ but the c+ is up already and i just needa study more so i can get up those c's (english & history..EW!)football is over, which sucks, but basketball is starting so ill prob be going to those games now, & then once feb. finally rolls around TENNIS STARTS!!! yay for high school sports & for once im not sad that im not in college yet..im quite sad actually bc i graduate next year and i dont wanna leave all my friends. whatever, ill gte over it once i get into college! haha.

3. holidays..
..ok so thanksgiving wasnt as good as i thought it was going to be, which is a HUGE disappointment! me and mom were both sick, so we left my neighbors at 6:00 when we normally leave there around 9 or 10. and i didnt eat quite as much as i thought i would..only one dessert this year, normally i have atleast a piece of each. anywho now that that's over it's time for CHRISTMAS!!! :D i am SOOOOOOO excited for christmas this year, it's going to be the BESTTTTTTTT! i know what im doing for all the ladies (minus whoever i get for secret santa w\ the c.hill girls), but i have no clue what to get my parents (any ideas?!)i think im gonna see if Dad'll write this years christmas letter in the form of some christmas carol (last year was night before christmas)..email me and lemme know if you want a copy of it & w\ your email address! (stefmar@gmail.com)

4. other jank..
...so it's been confirmed, we're going to hawaii this summer (prob right after school gets out) & jenny is coming with us!! i am SO excited..and i think we might stay a day or two in cali, too & see our friends out there..maybe a trip down to laguna?! haha. it's also been confirmed that we're NOT buying a house in summerlake, which sucks bc i LOVED those houses & it would be amazing to live in one..plus jill's fam is buying one & we coulda been next door neighbors. LOL. so my birthday is a month away on dec. 10..im really excited & eventhough it's not a BIG birthday i secretly wish someone would give me some kind of surprise, but ive already started planning what im doing for it. ohwell. and eventhough everyone for some reason thinks i want a boyfriend, I DONT!..im tired of everyone bugging me about it & them not believing me when i say i dont..get over it yall & leave me alone! i dont need a guy to be happy, obviously, sure it'd be nice every once in awhile but a lotta the time i dont have time for a guy in my life. monday-friday i go to school & stay after 1\2 the time for a club or journalism and then on the weekends i work..ALL DAY LONG! ohwell, i dont think i'll ever "win" this "fight" with every person i know. >:0

hmmmmm.. i think im done for now. i promise i'll try to start doing actual updates. goodnight!


honey, you're my hero [18 Nov 2004|07:07pm]
[ mood | flirty ]

i'm going to see the school play tonight..we're doing West Side Story this year.. im excited, i've got friends in it & i'm going with mary & theres going to be a million people there! yay!! :) right now i'm making brownies b/c we're having a "party" in journalism tomorrow..man i love food & will find any reason for us to have a party in there, haha. anywho im excited, next week is thanksgiving & then its almost time for CHRISTMAS!!!!!!

tomorrow is tina's bday party.. and then saturday she'll be 17!! YAY FOR BEST FRIENDS' BIRTHDAYS!!!

ok im going now. goodbye & goodnight.

oh and go to runninghome4teens.com & try to make a donation..or atleast get the word out about it! thanks loves!

Bold what you've done...change what you haven't
01. I miss somebody right now. 02. I miss a lot of TV shows i used to watch 03. I'm a slacker 04. I love sleeping 05. I own lots of CD’s that I no longer listen to 06. I wear ribbons in my hair 07. I don't like to play video games 08. I have never tried illegal drugs. 09.you may not believe me, but I have never watched a porn. I feel deprived 10. my cell phone has betty boop on it 11. I have trouble letting go of things 12. I believe honesty fucks you over sometimes. 13. I love jewelry 14. I have a craving to go shoe shopping 15. I curse frequently I can kinda control it... I just don't. 16. I think I've changed a lot since I began high school 17. I love watching movies 18. I think Steven Tyler's got weird lips. Liv Tyler's really pretty. 19. I don't have the energy to work out. 20. I am def. not the smartest person ever... 21. I've never broken someone's bones 22. I get insecure incredibly too easy. 23. Michelle Branch songs describe my life sometimes 24. I live in Virginia, but I want to live in California 25. I love my car 26. I need money right now 27. I’m so excited about prom, I want it to be this weekend! 28. I say some pretty stupid things sometimes 29. I do some pretty stupid things sometimes 30. Redheads are the BEST! 31. I'm listening to lonestar right now 32. I am an only child..and it’s amazing 33.I can be a cynical person 34. I haven’t shaved in a long while 35. I wish I were graduating high school this year 36.I could use an extra $50. 37. It would be pretty hard to live w/o caller ID. 38. Sometimes i dont like the way I look. It depends on my mood 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I laugh at white people with cornrows 41. I am not a depressed teen l42. Kenny Chesney is an amazing man 43. I can go naked basically whenever I want b/c my parents work all the time! 44. I think Britney Spears is over-rated and damn annoying 45. I'm proud that I'm a very loyal person 46. I have no hidden talents 47. I am a layed back person. 48. I can be shit 49. I am very much single! 50. I love Hollister perfume, buy me some! 51. I enjoy talking on the phone..sometimes 52. I heart sweatpants. 53. I wish I could play the guitar 54. God I love to eat. 55. I can’t wait for my birthday to come..HOOTERS! 56. I LOVE HOT WEATHER! 57. I'm obsessed with my Livejournal 58.There have been a few people in my life who have caused much pain in my life. 59. I am the epitome of white people dancing 60. I wish I could be worry free. 61. I have a weak relationship w\ my mom. 62. I have a cell phone 63. I believe in something. 64. I'm a sucker for athletic guys 65. I also like the older guys (but not too old). 66. I hate drama. 67. I need a new love interest 68. I've rejected someone before 69. No matter how old I get, the number 69 will always make me laugh 70. I have to study for an exam after my birthday 71. I want to have lots of kids 72. I can change a diaper and not puke. 73. Cops suck 74.I don't know when the last time I rode a bike was 75. I wish I had a fan club 76. I wanted to live to my full potential 77. I wish I could tap dance 78. Feeling appreciated is a nice feeling 79. I fully support RunningHome4Teens 80. I miss my college friends 81. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before 84. I work at Fridays 85. Southpark is a stupid show 86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or Livejournal 87. breakfast at tiffany’s is my all time fave movie 88. I LOVE COUNTRY MUSIC AND MAN AM I PROUD OF IT! 89. I would die for my best friends 90. I can't wait til Bottoms up reopens 91. I want to accomplish as much as I can, yet sometimes I feel like I will accomplish nothing 92. I'm very lazy :D 93. There are a a lot of things that people don't know about me 94. Old school Micahel Jackson was cool. 95. I want to go back to New York 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy (AND DRESS UP!) 97. I feel that you should waste no time 98. I love cell phone ring tones. 99. I like surveys..eh they're alright 100. I can't wait for Christmas


she sits quietly there like water in a jar says "baby why you tremblin like you are?" [12 Nov 2004|12:48pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

NO SCHOOL TODAY! :) but it's raining?! :( ok this sucks buttt i do enjoy getting to sleep in, and by sleep in i mean i got up at 9:15 this morning. i dont know why but i did. my daddy stopped at Panera and got me a chocolate croissant & hot chocolate for breakfast..i enjoyed it & almost forgot that today is only FRIDAY!!

i saw shall we dance last night. all i gotta say is that i was bored out my mind the ENTIRE time. haha. ok that movie was WAYYYYYY too long for words and yah, there just wasnt really that much dancing in it i thought..it was just boring and somewhat predictable. (i did enjoy the old lady in the movie who went and was getting "drunk" at work..me and ash looked at each other the first time it happened and everyone thought we were weird.) whatever i had fun bc i sat nxt to meg and before the movie started we sent me an email of a pic on her phone of us smooshing our cheeks together and recored us saying SMOOSHED FACES! hhahaha we rule.. u know you wish you were us.

ive found my love for rap music once again. i dont know why and i dont know how..i just did. so once again ive downloaded like 20 million rap songs and blast them in my car to where you can hear the words perfectly if your 5 feet away. :)

tuesday is college daze.. im going to JMU & so is jill & her friend sara.. im not sure who else got JMU but i know itll be fun. im excited, although id like to go up to Tech with every1 thats going but its cool bc i know im going up there either this winter or spring with jenn.

anywho ive gotten bored with this entry.. i want a new layout and a new icon. anyone wanna help me out here?


She like to dance at all the hip hop spots And she cruise to the crews like connect da dots.. [10 Nov 2004|09:10pm]
[ mood | rejuvenated ]

ok so in my last post i promised pictures... and yes i got them developed and onto my computer. BUT being the lazy person i am, i simply just put them on webshots sooo im gonna give yall my webshots address. leave me comments on here about the pics tho! (homecoming isnt on there yet bc i havent gotten those developed yet)here we go.. http://community.webshots.com/user/stefw1thanf

yay tomorrow is thursday, but umm here in midlo we're treating it as a friday.. thats right, 3 day weekend! you know what that means?..1 extra night besides friday that i can go out without having to worry about working the next morning. i am sched. to work saturday night though until 11 but thats ok bc if i go out tomorrow night and friday i can pretend saturday is really sunday?! yah i donno if that made ANY sense at all.

so yah i havent seen britt ash tina or meg in like years it seems like. its been since their homecoming which was october 23. wow thats like 2 or 3 weeks..CRAZY i tell ya, crazzzzy!

oh and the new job thing? yah umm still havent found anywhere to apply. the new atlantic tanning opened up & they are accepting applications BUT you have to be 18 and that i am not. i donno where to apply..i was thinking either american eagle or hollister basically bc i love both of those stores & they both close by 9 atleast since they're at the mall, but i mean theyre open on holidays.. i dont do holidays; those are the busiest days of the year.any suggestions yall?

aw i went down to nagshead last weekend with jenn & her family.. it was nice and relaxing and funny and yes. i wanna go back, only for a longer period of time!

GUESS WHAT?!..ok so you cant really guess guess... but my birthday is in exactly TWO MONTHS! i know i know 2 months is a L-O-N-G time but i dont care bc im excited and know what im gonna do to celebrate already. :) this year has been a good one, had some rough times but i got through them all safely & ive had the time of my life when im not depressed or worried about anything. i can honestly say that from august up until now i have been truely happy with everything in my life.. i wouldnt change a thing. (ok i lied, i would give myself a boyfriend but im okay with just being friends w\ all the guys right now)

and im done for now..i promise ill start updating this more often, hopefully every day but i cant promise that one!


na nanananana sheets of egyptian cottttttttton nana nananana [27 Oct 2004|05:20pm]
[ mood | hungry ]

♥ Kenny Chesney is Love ♥

heckyahhhhhhhhhhhh! so this week is spirit week.. monday was tie day?! it was ight. tuesday was twin day (me jenn & jill wore jean skirts, matching KENNY CHESNEY SHIRTS, leg warmers, & had our hair the same!!)..today was hat day.. tomorrow is wackytacky & friday is SPIRIT!!! its been the best week ever.. pics coming soon bebs!! :D

this weekend is hc..its gonna be sweeeeeet! and last week was c.hills..it was good fun w\ those ladies!! :) (pics coming soon from there too!)

i went to the v-ball game last night..and they won!! yay! and im going to beach week this summer w\ my ladies! man im so happy lately..I LOVE IT!

ok im done now.. ill do an update at some point when i get my pics back!!

and i miss mayberry, sittin on the porch drinking ice cold cherry..coke [13 Oct 2004|03:52pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

so it's been a long while since i updated. what can i say, im just a busy lady w/ a great social life & job called hell?! ha. ok so i guess ill do an update on both things..

:Social Life:
..i'm LOVING junior year, best year yet. i love all of my friends, even the ones i barely see, and just being involved at school. im having SO much fun with everything. ive stayed after school everyday for like the past week..and it's actually been fun. ive gone to basically all of the football games, and theyre a blast! although my girls are cheering\\dancing\\working..im still having fun bc lisa or mary have been coming with me. patty came with me to the c.hill game and it was nuts. last week me and lisa met up w\ mary and the v-b boys to "tailgate" before the game. its was fun & i think i'm going again this week. :)
..next friday is clover hill's homecoming game & then saturday night is their dance, and i'm going again! i cant wait! it's going to be so much fun to do it all over again w\ my girls & to see all of my old friends. then the week after that i'm going to MY homecoming! our game is going to be awesome & the dance will be great, too. i dont have a date (yet) but hopefully i will get one. :\ i dont really wanna ask anyone bc it's weird and if they say no it would suck. hah.but i know ill have fun either way.
..then the NEXT weekend (nov. 5) i'm going up to VIRGINIA TECH w\ jenny!!! omg i cannot wait. we're going to have SOOOOO much fun!!i can't wait to see all of my friends up there and ahhhh too excited to write! ok..MOVING ON!

so uhh im looking for a new job!..anyone have a good one that doesn't deal w\ food or restaurants?!..didnt think so. ha. i'm making crap at fridays right now..my tips suck and my paychecks aren't even worth getting. ohwell. i just need an opening to come up at somewhere fun and slack that im going to enjoy. :\

anywho interims are tomorrow and friday.. im doing good in all of my classes this year, or atleast i think i am.. maybe not so good in english but not horrible.. no f's this time around!! :D and saturday morning is psat's. im determined to do good this time one 'em bc the schools still see your scores and stuff if you sign up for the scholarship things & i will.

i'm a cowgirl, babaaaaCollapse )


pray that it's raining on sunday, storming like crazy, and we'll hide under the covers all afternoon [25 Sep 2004|01:53pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i got a gmail account.. so everyone email.. stefmar@gmail.com
anywho i still have like 5 invitations, so if you would like one let me know on here so i can send one to you.

football last night sucked, we lost, but it was fun eventhough there weren't that many people there to cheer on the boys. me & alyx had good fun going through the wendys drive-thru afterward and going before (the kids meal frosties suck.. they're like shot glass size. ha!) but yah. we play c.hill next week. it's gonna be sweet!

hmm i looking for a new job right now. and ive been sick for like a week now. some stomach thing last weekend and now allergies and a cold. argh. this sucks. buttt im feeling better today minus the stuffy nose and sore throat.

ok well i'll start doing actual updates soon again. it's hard with school and stuff now. junior year is HOT so far. but now i'm rollin outta here to go wash my pimp car!


your so vain, i bet you think this song is about you,dont you dont you.. [19 Sep 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | sick ]

My lj wedding by chynafox
you will marrycharley_
flower girlkitkat72087
best mankellye
you will have your last fling with_romanticizeme
secretly wants to marry you themselfohhtuck
date of the weddingNovember 1, 2013
number of times you do it on your wedding night52
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i, i've always been a little shy, i've always been the quiet type till now.. :) [17 Sep 2004|03:22pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

..get stoked..Collapse )


He knows what all my imperfections are And he says that I am the brightest little firefly in his jar [11 Sep 2004|12:57am]
[ mood | tired ]

because i canCollapse )


i had some beers with the girls last night, guys do it allllllll the time [15 Aug 2004|03:26pm]
[ mood | ecstatic ]





until the day i die, i'll spill my heart for you.. [26 Jul 2004|11:42pm]
[ mood | intimidated ]

innocent kiss
innocent kiss - you're cute and sweet and like it
that way

What Sign of Affection Are You?
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aw dang ive taken that quiz so many times before & every time i get the same results. i like the innocent kiss. :)

work was fun tonight.i enjoy working with those few people that were there tonight, all we do is joke around & attempt to not be bored.:)im going to miss them when they go back to college soon, except lauren & van are staying so yay!


i may not be a 10 but the boys say i clean up good [25 Jul 2004|11:43pm]
[ mood | chipper ]

been awhile since i updated.. well not really but it feels like it. sweet. anywho i guess ill update with this weekend..

friday night...i went and visited megan gb at the SRC b/c she was working & ryan and stephen were there for a little too b/c they were sposed to be working as well. i left there around 7:30 or so i guess to meet sean & courtney at the middle school for some good ol' tennis.after we played for about a 1/2 hour or so, some rednecks who had never played before were there & wanted to play with us so we did. me & courtney couldn't stop laughing..too funny.the one guy looked about 8th grade & ended up being 23. oh man & they were smoking while they were playing.. just a really funny sight.

then yesterday (saturday)..i had off of work so i went and hit with dad for about an hour or so & then saw miss jennifer. after seeing jenn i went to my lesson for an hour & got a call from courtney a/b plans for the night.
we ended up going out w/ ryan for the night.. mall, dinner, wal-mart, SRC for like 2 minutes, & then her house. it was good fun but a little weird for me. but we arent going into details.

today i worked for awhile. i got off at 5:15 when i was supposed to be there till 9..thats money im losing but whatever bc i finally got to see The Notebook. holy crap i cried at that movie, too sad/romantic for me..i realized 1/2 way through that i want a boyfriend & for someone to love me like that. ah. yes i really do have feelings, amazing! haha.

tomorrow is the first day of the single's tournament. i have to play britty in the 1st round..i'm kind of nervous, but it'll be a fun match mainly b/c we are best friends. go us! haha. we play at 2:30 & then at 3 megan and ash are playing each other..another fun match that'll be. then i have to rush from tennis to home to get ready for work at 4:30..i'm thinking i might be a scoach late?! whatever though, they can kiss it bc i highly dislike my job eventhough i love 1/2 the people (yah i only like some of them! haha)

i'm such a happy person lately..i guess maybe its just summer that was needed to make me smile, who knows. i do need love in my life but i think i have it, not as much as i want but it's there i just need to find it. :) i miss my jillie though, i haven't seen her in over a month! same w/ michelie & sara & lisa & kat & everyone else. me & robyn are planning on hanging out next friday night prob..i hope so bc i havent seen her all summer & she's definitely one of my best friends, has been since the first day of 9th grade! :O go us! haha. i miss school a little, well not really school school but i miss seeing everyone. but i guess i can wait a month or so to see 'em..i just dont want this summer to ever end, it's going too fast & i dont know what to do with myself.

anyway..i'm done i suppose. over & out. :-* (mwah)

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